All Hallows Eve.............
Yesterday was All Hallows Eve.........the day of celebrating the ancient rites of old Magic..... After reading much on it... it makes ponder if I should have written down all the ancient knowledge that had been passed down by my ancestors. I know that to the mind of the modern man...it is all just superstitious. But for someone as myself whom had seen more than a fair share of the unknown , I became a firm believer that God besides creating this Earth HE also created other realms and beings besides Human beings...... Just as in the Koran.
But that is all beside the point of this entry. I am Lost. I feel as though my body is here in reality but my mind is somewhere else. My mind is lost in a sea of thoughts. The truth is although I went through many courses for self reflecting, I know my target in Life and I also my strength and weaknesses.
But i find that all this while, I live my Life to serve others be it my work or my daily Life.. I know that the personal traits of a Virgoan is to serve others....... But then I suddenly realised that I am Tired....... I exhausted my Life trying to do Good and helping other people besides myself. No wonder there is this constant yearning for me to find "Inner Peace ", to help myself from losing my mind. I mean I had yet to have some " ME Time", to recharge my inner body and soul.
Maybe It high Time I recharge my mind coz as a designer , if the Mind is weary, all creativity is lost. And I know that I have to constantly be on my toes especially in my Field of work... can't afford to be mindful.............
Now all I have to do is find out how can I find the time to do some soul searching .........
