It comes once in Everyone's Life , when you start to Think about One's Life and starts to take charge of Ones Life.... In other words ... the Biological Clock is Ticking.... I am just like any other Guy out there who Yearns to Find his very own Fairytale of Life .... meet Someone ... Falls in Love ... Have a Beautiful Wedding.... a Royal Ball Celebration..... Goes on Whirlwind Explore of the World ... Start a Family.... and spent the Rest of our Life Together till Our Last Breath......
I am a Hopeless Romantic .......... and after all the Pain and Suffering that I went through in Life... all the Loss........ Is it Selfish of me to Yearn for Happiness in my Life before my Last Breath.........?
If Evil can love then What is evil?
If love is what makes you human, then evil can still be human..........
And I am merely Human... not an Angel nor am I a Demon .......... I yearn to be Love too...
Perhaps I made the Greatest Mistake of Letting you Go A Long time Ago... I should never have Gave up on you my Dear .........gave up on Us....
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Update on My Life
Its the Year 2012 and my last entry was August 2009......... three years has passed...... Lets recapped yeah..
October 2009
- Established Costume D'Amour in Singapore
- Worked with Barbara on Many Events...
April 2010
- Established The Secret Closet Sdn Bhd.
June 2010
- I moved to Kuala Lumpur Malaysia, stayed at Anggunpuri Condominium
October 2010
- First Boutique at Damansara Perdana
December 2010
- I got my First Big break with Media Hiburan.
- Company slowly became recognised in Malaysia....
January 2011
- Road trip to Kedah and then To Langkawi
February 2011
- Trip to Thailand With Parents ( Mum's Last Holiday)
March to July 2011
- Company involved in lots of Sponsorship, making The Secret Closet Sdn Bhd known with most Media in KL from Radio Station ( Hot FM) to Magazines ( KarangKraf) to Media Prima ( TV 3) to RTM( Diva).
August 2011
- Fasting Month (mum Puasa penuh sebulan)
-We went to many buka Puasa together......
- Company had financial Issues....
2nd September 2011
- We went to Melaka to Celebrate 1st day of Hari Raya
- Mum was showing signs of sickness..
- We return to SG in the middle of the night ....
3rd September 2011( Its My 30th Birthday)
- Mum got really sick in the early morning , We sent to Hospital.... She HAD STROKE !!!
- I was devastated and breakdown...... It was the start of my Downfall....
- We stayed for whole month in Singapore....
October 2011
- returned to KL ...mum recovering very slowly.
- Mum Condition not improving... Pampers... Medicine.. Bed Bound
December 2011
- Mom was hospitalised for 2 weeks.....
20 January 2012
- Mum name Fell from the Heavenly Tree.... (100 days countdown)
20 March 2012
- Mum condition Slowly gets worse (40 days countdown)
27th April 2012
- Mum has no appetite to eat at all.....
28th April 2012
- Mum Passed Away at KL General Hospital
- I was so SHOCKED and DEVASTATED I almost had a heart attacked....
29th April 2012
- Mum was buried at Taman Samudera Batu Caves, lot 309A......
- My Life is Shattered and I hated myself so much that I wished I had DIED too.....
-Family members came from Melaka and Singapore..... I was still in Shock
5th May 2012
- Tahlil for Mum's Passing 7th Day.....
This Is just a Record of the Things that Happened to me for the Year 2011 and 2012.........
2012 will definitely be a depressing year for me....... I have still not gotten over the Shock.. Everyday I have chest pains and it gets worse....... I missed mum, missed her Voice and missed kissing her cheeks.....
May God forgive me for feeling this way...............
October 2009
- Established Costume D'Amour in Singapore
- Worked with Barbara on Many Events...
April 2010
- Established The Secret Closet Sdn Bhd.
June 2010
- I moved to Kuala Lumpur Malaysia, stayed at Anggunpuri Condominium
October 2010
- First Boutique at Damansara Perdana
December 2010
- I got my First Big break with Media Hiburan.
- Company slowly became recognised in Malaysia....
January 2011
- Road trip to Kedah and then To Langkawi
February 2011
- Trip to Thailand With Parents ( Mum's Last Holiday)
March to July 2011
- Company involved in lots of Sponsorship, making The Secret Closet Sdn Bhd known with most Media in KL from Radio Station ( Hot FM) to Magazines ( KarangKraf) to Media Prima ( TV 3) to RTM( Diva).
August 2011
- Fasting Month (mum Puasa penuh sebulan)
-We went to many buka Puasa together......
- Company had financial Issues....
2nd September 2011
- We went to Melaka to Celebrate 1st day of Hari Raya
- Mum was showing signs of sickness..
- We return to SG in the middle of the night ....
3rd September 2011( Its My 30th Birthday)
- Mum got really sick in the early morning , We sent to Hospital.... She HAD STROKE !!!
- I was devastated and breakdown...... It was the start of my Downfall....
- We stayed for whole month in Singapore....
October 2011
- returned to KL ...mum recovering very slowly.
- Mum Condition not improving... Pampers... Medicine.. Bed Bound
December 2011
- Mom was hospitalised for 2 weeks.....
20 January 2012
- Mum name Fell from the Heavenly Tree.... (100 days countdown)
20 March 2012
- Mum condition Slowly gets worse (40 days countdown)
27th April 2012
- Mum has no appetite to eat at all.....
28th April 2012
- Mum Passed Away at KL General Hospital
- I was so SHOCKED and DEVASTATED I almost had a heart attacked....
29th April 2012
- Mum was buried at Taman Samudera Batu Caves, lot 309A......
- My Life is Shattered and I hated myself so much that I wished I had DIED too.....
-Family members came from Melaka and Singapore..... I was still in Shock
5th May 2012
- Tahlil for Mum's Passing 7th Day.....
This Is just a Record of the Things that Happened to me for the Year 2011 and 2012.........
2012 will definitely be a depressing year for me....... I have still not gotten over the Shock.. Everyday I have chest pains and it gets worse....... I missed mum, missed her Voice and missed kissing her cheeks.....
May God forgive me for feeling this way...............
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
22-05-2012 A New Page and a New Beginning
Its been Ages since My last entry on Blogspot..... too many things had happened and I think I will recapped it in my future entries so That the Past shall never be forgotten.......
The Future is now in my Hands.......what I will do to it is my own bidding....
The Future is now in my Hands.......what I will do to it is my own bidding....
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Friday, January 16, 2009
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Heartache.......
Its been a while that I broke up with that someone special but it still fresh in my memory.......... likes its only yesterday. I know i try to deny it but there still feelings lingering in my heart.....feeling of hurt....... just like the song sang by Shima......Luka Dilukai
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Kanan dan kiri
Cuba berlari
Masih ku dihujani
Tohmah dan caci
Jangan sekali
Aku diletak ke bawah
Hanya kerana jalan
Hidup yang susah
Tak siapa di antara
Kita di dunia
Memilih jalan hidup
Yang derita
Aku sering dipersenda
Dan sering dikecewa
Oleh hati mereka
Yang tak punya rasa
Ingin ku mengecap bahagia
Padamu kasih yang menjanjikan setia
Namun belum sempat ku merasa
Mimpi yang di bina
Hati mudah berdarah semula
Kerana dustanya...
Terhempas lagi
Kesekian kali
Luka yang dilukai
Menguji diri
Namun begitu
Aku tabahkan semangat
Biar waktu merawat
Segalanya...
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Kanan dan kiri
Cuba berlari
Masih ku dihujani
Tohmah dan caci
Jangan sekali
Aku diletak ke bawah
Hanya kerana jalan
Hidup yang susah
Tak siapa di antara
Kita di dunia
Memilih jalan hidup
Yang derita
Aku sering dipersenda
Dan sering dikecewa
Oleh hati mereka
Yang tak punya rasa
Ingin ku mengecap bahagia
Padamu kasih yang menjanjikan setia
Namun belum sempat ku merasa
Mimpi yang di bina
Hati mudah berdarah semula
Kerana dustanya...
Terhempas lagi
Kesekian kali
Luka yang dilukai
Menguji diri
Namun begitu
Aku tabahkan semangat
Biar waktu merawat
Segalanya...
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Gay Virgo Dating : The Delicate Flower
An article I came across on the internet.
Gay Virgo Dating : The Delicate Flower
When Virgo came out of the closet, it was most likely to fetch a broom and dustpan. Don’t bother pursuing the immaculate Virgin unless your tone is tight, hair in place, and clothes freshly laundered. If you are frequently stopped by the fashion police on the way to the bar, don’t expect to get very far with picky, pristine Virgo.
Impossible to please, compulsively critical, and constantly vexed by minor irritants, Virgos will get on best with cat lovers, an animal sharing many of the same traits. Awkward and shy need not apply; but if you’ve got a mind like a file cabinet and have a career in design, you just might be able to get inside those carefully ironed and starched boxers.
You’ll do better with Virgo if you’re an eager slave seeking a controlling master, than a boy-toy hunting a sugar-daddy; Virgo is as frugal as he is meticulous. Expect vacations together to include a lot of coupon-clipping, off-beach resorts, and organized tour groups.
Sex with Virgo can be a sterile affair, though not necessarily passionless; the Virgin wants to be entertained more than anything in bed, so theatrical romps which include a rich fantasy factor are in order. Leave the messy stuff like food fetishes at home; the average Virgo won’t have anything to do with untidy foreplay.
Bring some creativity to the game, make him feel like Madonna, and Virgo will be eating out of your hand-or any other freshly scrubbed part of your body. Looking good in latex will be a plus, and don’t be afraid to suggest that he tie you up.
How to Attract Gay Virgo:
Virgos, like elephants, never forget, and you’ll want to brush up your on your Harry Lorayne Memory Power courses, if you expect to keep track of the exhaustive list of your lover’s preferences. He’ll be very likely to entertain a zen for a particular brand of gourmet macadamia nut, or some exotic unknown drink; memorizing these for gift purposes will put you on his “A-list”
The best way to attract Virgo is to be perfect. Failing that, however, be able to absorb “constructive” criticism and be attentive to his whims. Let his harsher needling roll off your back, or you’ll be in for a rough ride.
Gay Virgo Quirks and Erogenous Zones
The center of Virgo’s energetic life is the navel Chakra, and most Virgins will go absolutely nuts with your tongue in his belly button. Linger in the region for several tantalizing laps, before moving on to more serious things. Expect to make the first move with Virgo, but take things slow and give him a chance to play coy with you.
Despite an unapproachable exterior, once won over Virgo is a zesty and athletic lover, more likely to prefer the bottom position than top. Once you’ve deflowered him, he’s likely to stay loyal-until you disappoint him. A betrayed Virgo can be somewhat vicious, so take care with his heart if he’s generous enough to give it to you.
What to Expect on A Virgo Date
A trip to the gym for a workout session is a good way to warm up with health-nut Virgo. Although he is known for showing a little roundness around his own waist, he’ll want you to be chiseled like an Athenian statue. Shower well afterward, if you plan to get close to finicky Virgo. B.O. is a definite no-no.
Intimate bike rides along lonely woodland trails can be a good way to get to know Virgo…and who knows what will happen when you take a breather at the trailhead? You might wind up breathing heavier than you thought!
For evening excursions, theater is the diversion of choice. Tickets to Rent, if you can possibly get them, are guaranteed to get his normally restrained soft side to surface. Inside of every Virgo is a New Yorker columnist yearning to burst out.
Avoid taking him to the Rocky Horror Picture Show, however, as Virgo is unlikely to be amused by the flying hot dogs and public humiliation of the “virgins” to the show. And you certainly don’t want him to get a crush on Rocky, who is most definitely Virgo’s type.
Dutch treat is the norm with budget-minded Virgo, and you’ll want to stop in at an inexpensive but classy diner rather than an elegant four-star gourmet restaurant. Odds are he’ll find fault with the cuisine and décor wherever you go, so may as well keep him content with a smaller check.
http://www.homostrology.com/love/virgo_love.php
Gay Virgo Dating : The Delicate Flower
When Virgo came out of the closet, it was most likely to fetch a broom and dustpan. Don’t bother pursuing the immaculate Virgin unless your tone is tight, hair in place, and clothes freshly laundered. If you are frequently stopped by the fashion police on the way to the bar, don’t expect to get very far with picky, pristine Virgo.
Impossible to please, compulsively critical, and constantly vexed by minor irritants, Virgos will get on best with cat lovers, an animal sharing many of the same traits. Awkward and shy need not apply; but if you’ve got a mind like a file cabinet and have a career in design, you just might be able to get inside those carefully ironed and starched boxers.
You’ll do better with Virgo if you’re an eager slave seeking a controlling master, than a boy-toy hunting a sugar-daddy; Virgo is as frugal as he is meticulous. Expect vacations together to include a lot of coupon-clipping, off-beach resorts, and organized tour groups.
Sex with Virgo can be a sterile affair, though not necessarily passionless; the Virgin wants to be entertained more than anything in bed, so theatrical romps which include a rich fantasy factor are in order. Leave the messy stuff like food fetishes at home; the average Virgo won’t have anything to do with untidy foreplay.
Bring some creativity to the game, make him feel like Madonna, and Virgo will be eating out of your hand-or any other freshly scrubbed part of your body. Looking good in latex will be a plus, and don’t be afraid to suggest that he tie you up.
How to Attract Gay Virgo:
Virgos, like elephants, never forget, and you’ll want to brush up your on your Harry Lorayne Memory Power courses, if you expect to keep track of the exhaustive list of your lover’s preferences. He’ll be very likely to entertain a zen for a particular brand of gourmet macadamia nut, or some exotic unknown drink; memorizing these for gift purposes will put you on his “A-list”
The best way to attract Virgo is to be perfect. Failing that, however, be able to absorb “constructive” criticism and be attentive to his whims. Let his harsher needling roll off your back, or you’ll be in for a rough ride.
Gay Virgo Quirks and Erogenous Zones
The center of Virgo’s energetic life is the navel Chakra, and most Virgins will go absolutely nuts with your tongue in his belly button. Linger in the region for several tantalizing laps, before moving on to more serious things. Expect to make the first move with Virgo, but take things slow and give him a chance to play coy with you.
Despite an unapproachable exterior, once won over Virgo is a zesty and athletic lover, more likely to prefer the bottom position than top. Once you’ve deflowered him, he’s likely to stay loyal-until you disappoint him. A betrayed Virgo can be somewhat vicious, so take care with his heart if he’s generous enough to give it to you.
What to Expect on A Virgo Date
A trip to the gym for a workout session is a good way to warm up with health-nut Virgo. Although he is known for showing a little roundness around his own waist, he’ll want you to be chiseled like an Athenian statue. Shower well afterward, if you plan to get close to finicky Virgo. B.O. is a definite no-no.
Intimate bike rides along lonely woodland trails can be a good way to get to know Virgo…and who knows what will happen when you take a breather at the trailhead? You might wind up breathing heavier than you thought!
For evening excursions, theater is the diversion of choice. Tickets to Rent, if you can possibly get them, are guaranteed to get his normally restrained soft side to surface. Inside of every Virgo is a New Yorker columnist yearning to burst out.
Avoid taking him to the Rocky Horror Picture Show, however, as Virgo is unlikely to be amused by the flying hot dogs and public humiliation of the “virgins” to the show. And you certainly don’t want him to get a crush on Rocky, who is most definitely Virgo’s type.
Dutch treat is the norm with budget-minded Virgo, and you’ll want to stop in at an inexpensive but classy diner rather than an elegant four-star gourmet restaurant. Odds are he’ll find fault with the cuisine and décor wherever you go, so may as well keep him content with a smaller check.
http://www.homostrology.com/love/virgo_love.php
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