Forbidden Love

After listening to the song by Madonna, it gets me thinking that perhaps the reason that gays have difficulties in finding love is that our kind of love is a forbidden love . That's why it is so challenging to find love for us....so many obstacles or requirements...etc..etc..
I sometimes think about giving up on Love.... but still the heart yearns so much for it....... to a point the head is not thinking straight anymore. God I hate that feeling....! Why can't I just have a "normal" gay life like other heterosexual life. Finding a nice guy and settle down... have a family.....
Damn there is this tugging in my heart that I can't seem to be able to brush aside..... And work just makes it worse... more depressed...

Anyway enough about all that depression ... I just realised that laughing actually helps me to be happier.... I laugh at about practically all my stupid mistakes.... just now walking from Arab street I was enjoying a breeze when a loose banner smack me right on the face.... I was laughing to myself all the way back to the office.... just wished I could laughed about my stupid obsolete love life....

Lyrics from Madonna Song " Forbidden Love"

Just one kiss on my lips
Was all it took to seal the future
Just one look from your eyes
Was like a certain kind of torture
Once upon a time there was a boy,
and there was a girl
Just one touch from your hands
Was all it took to make me falter
Forbidden love
Are we supposed to be together
Forbidden love,
forbidden love
Forbidden love
We seal our destiny forever
Forbidden love,
forbidden love
Just one smile on your face
Was all it took to change my fortune
Just one word from your mouth
Was all I needed to be certain
Once upon a time there was a boy,
and there was a girl
Hearts that intertwined
We lived in a different kind of world
Forbidden love
Are we supposed to be together
Forbidden love, forbidden love
Forbidden love
We seal our destiny forever
Forbidden love,
forbidden love
Just one kiss
Just one touch
Just one look
Forbidden love
Are we supposed to be together
Forbidden love, forbidden love
Forbidden love
We seal our destiny forever
Forbidden love,
forbidden love
Just one kiss
Just one touch
Just one look
Just one love