
Thursday, February 21, 2008

Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Smiling from a Distance



Saturday, February 2, 2008
Photoshoot
Friday, February 1, 2008
The New Hope....



Since I am a designer ....shouldn't this blog be about my design life and all that happens in it...
Funny thing is that there is not much glamourous event happening in my life since I worked as the designer for No1 Costume Costume Pte ltd. In fact I never felt so bored before. I had not been in touch with the fashion scene. I have not done much research in the fashion line but of course I do update myself with the fashion trends of paris , milan and other fashion capital. But mostly of its haute couture collections.
The above are some of my designs that I did for my final year BA Hons Fashion Design for the women collection . As for the menswear, I had already place it on the side panels of the blogs for view. I love to design womenswear but menswear is more interesting as its definitely more difficult due to design restrictions . My menswear is a mixture of craziness... definitely different from that of the normal menswear.... trying to be bolder... will keep you updated on that...
I will include pictures of the photoshoot to give you a glimpse of what happens behind a photoshoot. And we all thought that the pictures in the magazine we saw daily are easy to do.... boy ws I wrong...
Just to keep you updated I am thinking of opening My own range of streetwear with an edge , slight touch of "Gay Magic" to perk it up a little. All is still in the plaaning stage. I have to do tons of research if I want to make it happen....
Since its a new year I thought maybe I should start afresh too although I was a month too late. I would try to reduce the whinning emotional essays that I tend to write and more on what I had done good and of course update on the things that are fashion related.....
Love ya all ...thanks for reading.....
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Forbidden Love
I sometimes think about giving up on Love.... but still the heart yearns so much for it....... to a point the head is not thinking straight anymore. God I hate that feeling....! Why can't I just have a "normal" gay life like other heterosexual life. Finding a nice guy and settle down... have a family.....
Damn there is this tugging in my heart that I can't seem to be able to brush aside..... And work just makes it worse... more depressed...
Anyway enough about all that depression ... I just realised that laughing actually helps me to be happier.... I laugh at about practically all my stupid mistakes.... just now walking from Arab street I was enjoying a breeze when a loose banner smack me right on the face.... I was laughing to myself all the way back to the office.... just wished I could laughed about my stupid obsolete love life....
Lyrics from Madonna Song " Forbidden Love"
Just one kiss on my lips
Was all it took to seal the future
Just one look from your eyes
Was like a certain kind of torture
Once upon a time there was a boy,
and there was a girl
Just one touch from your hands
Was all it took to make me falter
Forbidden love
Are we supposed to be together
Forbidden love,
forbidden love
Forbidden love
We seal our destiny forever
Forbidden love,
forbidden love
Just one smile on your face
Was all it took to change my fortune
Just one word from your mouth
Was all I needed to be certain
Once upon a time there was a boy,
and there was a girl
Hearts that intertwined
We lived in a different kind of world
Forbidden love
Are we supposed to be together
Forbidden love, forbidden love
Forbidden love
We seal our destiny forever
Forbidden love,
forbidden love
Just one kiss
Just one touch
Just one look
Forbidden love
Are we supposed to be together
Forbidden love, forbidden love
Forbidden love
We seal our destiny forever
Forbidden love,
forbidden love
Just one kiss
Just one touch
Just one look
Just one love
Bittersweet
In my hallucination
I saw my beloved's flower garden
In my vertigo, in my dizziness
In my drunken haze
Whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel
I saw myself as the source of existence
I was there in the beginning
And I was the spirit of love
Now I am sober
There is only the hangover
And the memory of loveAnd only the sorrow
I yearn for happiness
I ask for helpI want mercy
And my love says:
Look at me and hear me
Because I am hereJust for that
I am your moon and your moonlight too
I am your flower garden and your water too
I have come all this way, eager for youWithout shoes or shawl
I want you to laugh
To kill all your worriesTo love you
To nourish you
Oh sweet bitterness
I will soothe you and heal you
I will bring you roses
I, too, have been covered with thorns
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Happy new Year
There a re things in my heart that I wanted to say or yearned but I can't seem to be able to voice it out..... Tere have been things that I done in the year 2007 that I wished I had not done or am not proud of. But Life is a learning process so maybe in the year 2008, I would not make the same stupid mistakes.........
But funny thing is ...its a new year where one celebrates new things but I feel old and weary... exhausted half the time........
I know that every girl dreams of a fantasy where she falls in love with her dream guy and she sweeps her off her feet.........damn......... I am still waiting for that fantasy to come true for me.... hahahaha...fat chance thats ever gonna happen.
Anyway heres to a start of a fruitful year for all of us .... I hope.... May god protect us all..........